*covers face* I knowww!! I totally abandoned my blog and amazing readers. I'm so sorry. Honestly, I lost track of time at a point. I had too much going on in my head. I remembered my blog every single day that I was away and it weighed on my conscience. At a time I started to question why I started a blog but along the line, my goals and vision became clearer. Wait a sec, how have you all been?? I really missed you guys. I missed sharing my thoughts and opinions with you and checking out your blogs(for those who have one). I have tons of things to write in this post and subsequent ones so strap up and let's go! :D

While I was away, a lot of things occurred and these things changed my outlook on life. First, I want to give a massive shout out to all the creative people(artists,writers,photographers,fashion bloggers,poets etc) who still find time to develop their talents and maintain a 9-5 job. The struggle isn't a joke I tell you.

In the first 2 weeks of my employment, I struggled with waking up early to resume work. It was always a drag. When you find yourself outside your field of interest, it's quite difficult to adjust but you have to anyway. I've always been good at adapting to new environments/situations but this one time was exceptionally different. I always looked forward to bedtime and I gradually became an early bird as opposed to my night crawler nature. As a result, I went offline because I needed to find myself and adapt to this new system. I needed to preserve my sanity and peace of mind. That explains why I stopped blogging for a while.

While I was away, it became clear to me why some people suddenly change. It's really easy to get lost in this rat race. I discovered that routines make people become robots and consequentially, they lose their creativity. Little wonder some individuals resign their jobs and focus on their talents in order to fulfill their dreams. But remember what they say about money? Money begets money. Money is still needed to develop your talent therefore, the 9-5 life has to continue till your savings starts smiling.

In essence, I've realized that something has to give. You have to strike a balance somewhere. Nobody has it easy especially at the beginning. It takes a whole lot of determination and focus to achieve your dreams. In this era of social media it's easy to get carried away and misled. If you feel overwhelmed and pressured in any way, take a breather. Take a break! Drop that phone. Pick up a book. Do something outside your routine and take a grasp of your life once more. There is no such thing as the perfect time or the right time. Procrastination is the thief of time. Get things done on the spot. One thing I've learned is to set reminders on my phone. Every minute is crucial.

Finally, to anyone who might be going through what I went through or even feeling worse than I did, BE STRONG. Find yourself once again and take charge of your life. Do things to improve yourself. There's no such thing as too much education. My dad always says, "Be open, read." I didn't quite understand what he meant but while I was away, it became crystal clear to me. I still found time to bury myself in books (I read 3 books in a month) and even watched my favourite TV series (Scandal). :D Expose yourself to cultures different from yours. Listen to the news, it can be pretty annoying and boring sometimes but you have to keep yourself informed. Keep in touch with friends. Save more and spend less. Delay gratification for the greater good. And most importantly, don't forget to smile. :)

Until my next post which is going to come up really soon :D, do take care of yourself and have a stress free week ahead.

xo, Evita.

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Hello everyone! How y'all doing? Well, I've been quite busy hence my absence on here but that's not an excuse, I'm back!

I was in a bus some time last week and on getting to a bus stop, a guy just hurriedly jumped in and sat beside me. Immediately, his body odour greeted me harshly and I couldn't help but hold my breath for a few seconds then braced myself for the long ride ahead. In his hands, I spotted something that looked like a vehicle spare part. His shirt was so dirty, stained with grease, bits of rust and on his feet were a pair of bathroom slippers. Automatically, I just knew he was a mechanic. Then I thought to myself, " Is there a law stated somewhere that mechanics must appear and smell dirty?" Mechanics aren't the only ones guilty of this though. What am I driving at?

Most artisans (in Nigeria) are guilty of appearing and smelling dirty. It's a huge dent on the image of their various professions in my opinion. The fact that these professions are already looked down on in the society is the more reason why they have to "package their profession".

Make your profession look good. Command some respect from your customers and other professionals. It doesn't cost a fortune to appear and look good at work. What is really the difference between a mechanical engineer and a roadside mechanic? A fashion designer and a tailor? A furniture maker and a carpenter? Its not much of a difference. The education a mechanical engineer has acquired within the four walls of an institution is sometimes the only major difference between them and the roadside mechanics. And also, the way they dress. Both practically do the same thing but with little variations. Same with a fashion designer and a tailor. Its all about PACKAGING.

There's a lady I read about recently and I was really impressed at what she does. She fries akara, yam, potatoes, fish on a street in Lagos and she set herself apart from the rest by packaging herself so well you'd wonder what she's doing selling food on the street. Her work area is so tidy, she dresses well, her hair,neat. Customer service, on point. She made selling food on the street look attractive and of course, she commands respect from her customers. Hence, word spread about her up to the extent that she got featured in a newspaper.

Be proud of what you do. I understand some jobs are very tedious but there are cheap and affordable deodorants that would keep you smelling nice for most of the day. Just like a chef has an apron, have something that would keep you dirt/stain-free. Make your workshop neat. It doesn't cost a lot or does it?

We live in an interdependent world. Nobody is useless. As far as you make a honest living, make it look good, be happy with what you do. Package your profession.

xo, Evita.


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As a growing child in the 90s, TV commercials were a time to sing along and sometimes dance to the jingles of the different brands advertising their products. I can still remember a particular Limca and Tandi advert. The people in the adverts always looked happy and were depicted as fun people having a party and drinking these products. The message was clear and precise. Throw a party and give your guests Limca or Tandi and it'll be fun all the way. Simple and straightforward. Fast forward to the Y2K years and the story has changed.

In a bid to sell products fast in a highly competitive market, companies/brands have gone the extra mile to employ the services of advertising firms who sometimes come up with rather ridiculous concepts for TV commercials and the likes of it. Adverts have become more glitter and less truth.

Recently, I came across a TV commercial and it was advertising an alcoholic drink. We all know alcohol is intoxicating and makes people lose their balance and the rest of it. Maybe the effect differs in individuals but there are common effects that are experienced by all who take it. This advert started off at a bar where a lady and a man were seated across each other while maintaining eye contact. They ordered this particular drink and immediately they were filled with strength. And they got up from their seats and started pushing down walls in the bar, making their way through. The lady was catwalking and pushing down walls, while the guy was flexing his muscles in a macho walk and also doing the same. Wonderful! All because of this alcoholic drink?

Now, just imagine the way this advert would have been interpreted by teenagers who have never tasted alcohol and have not seen people in real life under the influence of alcohol. Some of them may wave it aside as just acting and unrealistic but what about the others who take in the message hook,line and sinker? This is just one example amongst a thousand others.

I've read a lot of stories about companies/brands in the USA who have been sued as a result of misleading and false advertisements. Lives have even been lost. In recent years, these companies have made sure to be careful with the kind of message they pass across in their adverts. There are even regulatory authorities who watch out for such misleading adverts and put a stop to them. We need more of such in Nigeria.

Just last week, a telecommunications brand in Nigeria unveiled a new product with the catch phrase, "Netflix and chill". I was taken aback and felt a little bit of disgust at this. Do they know what "Netflix and chill" really mean? Literally, it looks ordinary but there's more to it. Before coming up with an advert, enough research should be carried out in order to avoid adulterated contents. According to Urban Dictionary, "Netflix and chill" means, " SEX. A new way of botty calling". This is even the most decent definition I could find. So is this the message this telecommunications brand wants to pass across to its consumers? That it's ok to "Netflix and chill"? And maybe what they really mean is that Netflix is now in Nigeria and you can now chill whilst at it? What really is the message? I rest my case.

All I'm saying is, can we go back to the days where adverts had interesting jingles that we could all sing, nod our heads and probably dance to? Can we still find little atoms of truth in advertisements? The thing is that the most popular brands in the world hardly advertise their products. They earned their customers through goodwill, good packaging and "friendly", subtle advertisements.

xo, Evita.



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Happy new year!!!!*biggest smile* Lord knows I'm so happy(cliche much) but that's how I really feel. Last night was so emotional for me. I couldn't help but shed a few tears, tears of joy. In my dad's words, "2015 was our most challenging year but we came out stronger..." God is awesome! He has done so much for us, we cannot say it all.

This year I pray for peace. Peace in Nigeria and peace in the world. We all know the terrors that happened in 2015. Numerous lives and properties destroyed, families shattered, hopes lost. This year, may we know peace. May we grow from strength to strength and may the good Lord bless all our endeavours. May God give our leaders the wisdom to rule us and bring out the best in our nation, Nigeria. May He bless,guide and protect all our families and loved ones.

I'm very expectant and hopeful. I know 2016 holds a lot and we shall come out of it alive, successful and victorious. Happy new year once again! I wish you all the best of 2016!

xo, Evita.

We're still in the season so I can still wish you all a very Merry Christmas!! Hope you've been having fun throughout the holiday season. Hmm, my Christmas was just somehow but in all things, I'm grateful.

This year's harmattan has official made me dislike the weather. I used to love harmattan but I can't say that anymore. I was gifted with catarrh and cough on Christmas eve plus some other ish and it eventually generated into a fever. Oh well, I was still in the Christmas mood and I prepared fried rice and salad on Christmas morning while my mum handled owo soup and starch(hello my fellow Deltans!) My eldest brother and his family came to visit later in the day and they also brought food. So food everywhere. I spent most of the day sleeping like I've been doing for a decade now. I've out grown that "let's go out" thing on Christmas day. No more Christmas clothes, shoes and hair anymore.lol!

Boxing day was kinda fun. A special someone took me to the cinema and I got to see the movie "Fifty". Thumbs up to the production company and the entire cast and crew. They did a good job. But I didn't particularly like the end of the movie because it was abrupt. That's my opinion though. Apart from that, its a good movie. The fever dawned on me in the early hours of the next day but thank God, I'm much better now. Yes! So we have less than 50 hours to the new year. Excited much! Bday loading as well*big smile*

A couple of years back, I'll write down all the things I wanted to change or improve about myself on the 30/31 of December and I'll promise myself to be "good" the next year.So on January 1st,I'll be expecting a total transformation, just like that! Did it work? Lol! In more recent years, as I grew older, I learnt that making new year resolutions come from the heart and its a decision one has to make over time. Its not magic. You can't just wake up on January 1 and become brand new. It takes some conscious effort on your part to make those resolutions come into being. So what are my new year resolutions?

First, I want to apologize to anyone who may feel that I don't care about them or ignoring them for some reason. If you know me very well, you'll know that I suck at keeping in touch. If keeping in touch was a course, I'd come out with F9 all the time. It's that bad and I'm working on myself. I love solitude. I like to be alone but when I see a close relative or friend around me, I can become an extreme extrovert. But deep within, I'm so introverted that I sometimes pray about it. So if you feel like I've "abandoned" you, please don't take it personal. That's if we're good friends sha *side eyes* That's it, my first resolution is keeping in touch often.

Secondly, I want to stop procrastinating. I've greatly improved in this aspect and it wasn't something that happened in 5 years. It took time and I'm happy with the progress I've made and I want to make more. Hence, I'm adopting Nike's motto,"Just do it".

I don't know if this one is a resolution oo! But I want to press my phone less in 2016.lol! I don't like the impression some people have of me as someone who's always looking at her phone screen. Let me make this clear, when you see me with my phone, don't assume I'm chatting all the time. Haba! Most times I'm busy googling stuff and reading blogs or going through my Twitter timeline.I'm not addicted to my phone. But nevertheless, less "phone pressing" in 2016, so help me God.

In all, I'm just about bringing out the best version of myself. I love the fact that a new year always ushers in my birthday and it automatically gives me a sense of growth. I can boldly say I like the woman I'm becoming. It took tons of new year resolutions to get to this point and I'm happy it paid off. New year resolutions can happen at anytime of the year though. Forget the new year tag in front of the resolution. Everyday is a new opportunity to start anew so don't be worried if you have nothing in mind for now.

As the year 2015 ends, I'm grateful to God for life. For keeping myself and all my loved ones safe and in good health.I lost love but found it again(don't ask me)lol! To all my good friends, you're loved. I appreciate each and every one of you for all the kind words and encouragement. Even though my family met some challenges early in the year, I still thank God and regard them as life lessons. Life is a graph after all, sometimes you shoot upwards, sometimes you slide. But we all pray to end on the upper side. This year was good and I pray 2016 would be better.

Here's me wishing everyone a prosperous new year. May 2016 be a zillion times better than 2015 for all of us. May we grow from strength to strength and may we continue to be in good health of mind and body.

See you next year!
xo, Evita.

Hey guys! Howdy? Well, I'm doing fine and fully in the Christmas mood. Hope you are too. So today's post is about my Christmas/birthday wish list. It's both of them because my birthday is like 3 weeks after Christmas (January 22nd) that's why I'm merging them. I don't have long throat(greed)lol!

Let me be very sincere, I'm not used to getting gifts for Christmas. We don't take the whole gifting program serious over here in Nigeria as far as I know. The case may be different for you. I'm just saying. For my birthday, well, I used to get gifts when I was much younger and it was always from my mum and dad. But in recent years, a few close friends have presented me with gifts and I've only had 2 birthday cakes in my entire life.LOL! So the fact that I hardly receive gifts doesn't mean that I don't have things I wish to be gifted with.

Ok then, I'm going to imagine that Santa is going to grant my wishes because I've been a good girl this year and I deserve the best *bats eyelashes*lol! Santa can be anyone though. Hehehe!!!*wink* I can also be my own Santa. So here goes my wish list;



I NEED WiFi!!! Cheaper and more reliable internet access. I have tried for these y'hello guys. The amount of money I spend on subscription every month is heartbreaking. I surf the net a lot and this obviously zaps a lot of data. I've tried to cut down my surfing to the barest minimum but it's not been so effective. So, WiFi.




A tab to make blogging and browsing easier. Old age has caught up with my laptop so I just use it to watch movies only. I don't need a new one yet but a tab would be a good replacement for now. Blogging with a phone isn't much fun and it's not good for my eyes. It mustn't be a Samsung Tab 4 though. Any of its equivalent would do.




I have been looking for this book for over a year now and I haven't found it yet. Please if you come across it, help a sister out. Thanks. I'll keep searching as well.




Shoes!!! Can a girl ever have enough shoes? Hmm...




Mac Ruby Woo is just the perfect red lipstick. I like makeup and I'm particularly crazy about lipsticks. I've always had a crush on Ruby Woo so I should try to get it soon or any good dupe of it. I've read some good reviews about Tara's red lipstick (forgotten the name) and it could act as a good substitute. I'm not so keen on getting Ruby Woo.




I stopped being a fan of eye shadows for a long while now because I don't usually get the desired result with those made in PRC. I don't like the loud colours on the pallette because when applied it looks somehow. Urban decay naked 2 pallette is enough to cater for all my eye shadow needs.

That's all! Very simple list and not too expensive right? Hehehe! Yes, so have you made your Christmas list yet? Or you don't want anything? Or you want too many things that cannot be listed? Whatever it is, if it's for your own good, I hope your wishes come to reality.

xo, Evita.

Hello everyone! Let me welcome you to my second favorite month of the year. The month is still fresh so I'm permitted to wish you all the best that December 2015 has to offer.

As we approach the end of this year, I'm quite sure most of us are checking if we accomplished some set goals and just basically reviewing 2015 as it gradually strolls away. Well, its been a personal tradition for some years now, to always review a passing year before the new one comes.

2015 started on a good note. It wasn't perfect but I was happy and my hopes were high. But along the line something happened. For the sake of my family's privacy I won't say, but it pretty much shook us but thank God for being God, we were able to recover from it. At first I was very sad and I was beginning to despair. Then I remembered God's promises to me and it kept me going. What's life without ups and downs anyway? It's part of our human existence.

So, I kept pushing till the middle of the year and something good happened to me. I completed my NYSC successful and moved on to a new phase of life. Before the service year ended, I had mixed feelings. My hopes were high on one end and I was engulfed in fear at the other side. Hopes that I would get a good job before the year ends(very high hopes indeed) and fear that I might have to stay at home for a while before the job comes. We all know the situation of the Nigerian labour market so you can relate with what I'm saying.

Although I had a backup plan in case things didn't go as planned in my head and I opened this blog in June but didn't start publishing anything immediately till August. I didn't start this blog with the intention of making money as most people thought at first. For those that don't know, it takes more than a year before a blogger can even earn $1. It's a very long process that requires patience but that's not my primary aim. I started this blog so I can develop my passion for writing. The money is a bonus.

Now, I'm not a business oriented person at all. I'm not thrilled by buying and selling(but I like money sha.lol! Who doesn't?) But the way things are in this country, you just have to acquire a skill/handwork that can make some money for you. I have plans for this and by God's grace, it'll be in full swing next year with the hope that I'll still get a job.

Despite all that's happened, I still thank God for life. That I'm able to breath and I recovered from all the illnesses that struck me this year, I'm thankful. I hardly fall ill but this year was a different story and I'm really grateful for life.





Most times we tend to focus on what's wrong in our lives and we become ungrateful unknowingly. In as much as you haven't been able to get that dream car, house, job or spouse yet, put on the attitude of thanksgiving. It's easy to say but when you make it a conscious effort, it becomes a part of you.

I'm also exceptionally grateful for the gift of family and good friends. I appreciate all of you for the encouragement and kind words. Thank you.

There you have it, that's my review of 2015. I await the new year with high hopes but not so high so I don't get disappointed if things don't go my way. God's ways aren't our ways, remember. So have you done your review yet? Did you achieve all your goals? We have just 23 days left to 2016 so let the countdown begin! I also have lined up a few exciting posts to share with you.

And to my awesome readers, thank you for always visiting, you're highly appreciated.

xo, Evita.